My name is Tatyana, I'm 29, female. 

I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder when I was 25 after severe depression. I'm also suicidal and have had several serious attempts. My Fiancée committed suicide at age 40. 
For 3 years I have lived through panic attacks, self injury, suicide attempts and lose of Fiancée.
I was on Zoloft, Paxil, Xanax and now, I'm on Klonopin (Clonozepam/Rivotril)
I have never been married and have no kids. I live alone with 2 disabled cats. 
I'm a classical pianist and vocalist; interested in literature, poetry, philosophy, classical music, Mental Health and Music Therapy. I speak Russian and English. I've volunteered in the crisis centers for 10 years: in Russia, Latvia and USA. I also host a site about suicide (in Russian). It's a monumental project which covers any possible aspects of the problem: researches, translations, forums, e-mail volunteering; suicide in ART, music, poetry, literature. 
My volunteer work is the only meaning of my life. I would love to be helpful to people who are suicidal, had suicidal attempts and are survivors of someone's suicide. I will listen and try to help anyone.

My email is: Anchoresses@aol.com