My name is Dusan, I'm also a fellow sufferer, primarily of Grief disorder, and maybe some
depression. Anyways, I'd like to exchange my e-mails with those two groups
of people, and I really think I can be helpful to others, and also I think I
could get myself some help as well (this I haven't been able to do so far).
I repeat I suffer from grief disorder and constant depressions.
I would like to exchange e-mails with fellow sufferers from these two groups
(Grief disorder and Depression).
I am a 22 year old male, and yes I would be most comfortable talking to may
peer group (young people, 16-25 years old), though I don't really mind talking to any age group.
I am a Serb, living in Belgrade, Serbia and Montenegro. I fluently speak English, as I graduated an English highschool. I would have rather talk to
this group, English speaking urban youth, because that is the group I belong
to, and I interact with in my everyday life.
I've been awear of my disorder for a 2 years so far. I have a constant psychiatric sessions, once a week. The traumas I have are caused by great
injustice that has been inflicted upon me, and the fact that 22 years of my
life have passed, and I think I haven't made anything of it so far(I haven't
been able to make true friendships and emotional relationships, I still live
with my parents, who still support me, and due to that try to run my life,
my university studies are not going as good as I think they should and would
like them to go,...).
All these things, but especially my uncapability for true friendships and not a single emotional relationship with a girl so far, are things that I
haven't been able to accept so far.
Another thing which is probably important, and I think needs to be said is,
eventhough I've been valued as passive-agressive personality, I really carry
a great amount of agression in me and I usually get in problematic situation, because of which I have had lots of problems with police.
I lead a pretty lonely life, but I must say that I got used to it and that
it doesn't really bother me that much anymore. With techniques how to get over loneliness I can be helpful.
I would recomend to everyone of you people who don't play any sports, to try
some. I train karate, and it really helps me in lots of ways. When I go to a
training I always use all of my force overthere, on something constructive,
and when I leave for home I'm a reborn man, so peaceful. Second, I've been
really good at karate, and that's probably the only thing I'm proud of.
My email is: dusandjuric@beotel.yu